For some reason, I found myself fairly distressed at this moment with perhaps too much things stacked up in my head one after another counting down to burst my skull into pieces. A couple of them are of my own fault I admit. I have to cope with this. As in, HAVE TO! O Allah please give me strength. Don't get me wrong that I'm not at all complaining, just 'sharing' if that word applies.
Dealing with people may sometimes be a challenge for me. For the past 21 years (forgive my infancy period) I've dealt with people from all walks of life, all kinds of style, all sorts of attitude (be it favourable or not) and it would normally in the end conclude in a peaceful way, i mean manageable situations. It's just for some unwanted times where I got so tensed up that I couldn't take it anymore. I'm trying not to yell or shout but learned to zip up and istighfar. And as well, try to smile no matter how torn apart your heart is, no matter how broken your soul inside. That's the best way to keep your sanity before your anger overwhelms you and in turn leading you to create friction with people. Trust me. It is indeeed, difficult to keep that throbbing indignation in place especially when your youthful blood is boiling and there're whispers at your ears egging on your animosity. It's a huge battle therein really.
Please Allah, I wanna be strong. La taghdhob.
Dealing with people may sometimes be a challenge for me. For the past 21 years (forgive my infancy period) I've dealt with people from all walks of life, all kinds of style, all sorts of attitude (be it favourable or not) and it would normally in the end conclude in a peaceful way, i mean manageable situations. It's just for some unwanted times where I got so tensed up that I couldn't take it anymore. I'm trying not to yell or shout but learned to zip up and istighfar. And as well, try to smile no matter how torn apart your heart is, no matter how broken your soul inside. That's the best way to keep your sanity before your anger overwhelms you and in turn leading you to create friction with people. Trust me. It is indeeed, difficult to keep that throbbing indignation in place especially when your youthful blood is boiling and there're whispers at your ears egging on your animosity. It's a huge battle therein really.
A man came to the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu ‘alayhi wasallam, and said, "Messenger of Allah, teach me some words which I can live by. Do not make them too much for me, lest I forget." The Messenger of Allah, sallallahu ‘alayhi wasallam, said, "Do not be angry." [Abu Daud]
"A strong person is not the person who throws his adversaries to the ground. A strong person is the person who contains himself when he is angry." [Al-Bukhari; Book 47, No. 47.3.12]
Please Allah, I wanna be strong. La taghdhob.
moga Allah bg kekuatan tuh, ameen!
hihi jazakillah ya ukhti! muahs~ (ameen)
Sarah,
So nice to read your language especially for a non-English speaker like me. I really like your confessional mood..
Regards
Was that supposed to be a compliment? Huhu thanks anyway. I'm merely an amateur who wants to practice and consolidate her english. =)