I don't feel too good these days. Soul-wise I mean. Attention span shrinks, playfulness stretches out. Too much worldly fun tossed in before me now and again that I found myself struggling to stay afloat. Don't want to let the powerful whirlpool yank my legs down reaching the seabed. So close.I'm easily allured. What a feeble soul it is in my chest.
Am I sinking?
Drowning?
I don't want to be an impostor.
Never.
I need rescue.
Urgent!
This is an SOS call.
I'm calling in to you My Lord.
Astaghfirullahal 'adzhim.
* If anyone has words of wisdom to share that would be very much appreciated, advices and thoughts maybe.




